1000 happy days - Day 163

People.  I'm exhausted.  This job is pretty tough on me.  It feels like there's so much more to do than I can get done.  I miss my old job where I easily got used to being awesome.  This job requires a lot of my brain space and I have invested a lot of effort in it......  But haven't hit every high note the way I want to.

Okay okay okay.... That's not very "1000 happy days" of me to say, I know!!!

What's interesting is that I see little signs in my life to urge me to keep on pushing, keep trying, keep working at it.  Don't give up, Shanooo!  I think I realize now what some of my colleagues might be going through.  Compassion is not always easy to come by.  So I'm thankful that I have it now.  I have felt them feel stress, and then I see them keep pushing, keep trying, keep persevering.  So I'm also thankful to know this example practically as well.  

Just keep trying, right?  I have to keep trying.  There's no time to rest.  I need to keep pushing and persevering.  Despite all external and internal perceived barriers.  Even when others drop out from around me.  I have to keep at it.  What I believe is that none of my colleagues are willing to compromise on high performance.  That thought in itself is inspiring despite how tough this job is for me.

In an attempt to regain control of *something* in my life.... :) ....  I came home to organize and cook.  This is the fullest my fridge he has been in a long time!  I rarely cook nowadays, but I've got 2 weeks of lunches under my belt.  Let's see if I can keep it coming!  Need to keep up good habits. :)

Oh and hey hey!  It's my cousin's birthday today, too.  We all love you Saeed!  ❤❤❤